Monday 17 September 2012
the person that i admire
Who is the one helps me grow up, gives me advice, takes care of me, shows me the right way, always support me greatly, gives me a birthdate and does many many things just for me, it's my mother. I love her and really admire her for many reasons.
Perhaps, the thing makes me admire her the most that she was the first teacher of mine. She has been teaching me everything since I was young until now, and for the future. I remember that the first foreign language I studied from her is Russian. I could speak some simple words in Russian when i was just 5 years old such as "hello", "good bye". At that time, i made a poem about the ant and my mom, of course, was the first person listening to me.
Now, she is still a best friend, I think, she is the greatest psychologist that i have known. Sometimes, Sometimes when I was down because of failures in my life, I always went to meet her for asking some advice. As my expect, I always felt better after that.
I also admire her for her personality which is a mix of honesty and strong faith in god, cause and effect. " Take us by ourselves into others' position before doing anything" she said. And she is also a predictor. She can get the future in her dreams. She ever told me that she had found out my father before seeing him . Besides, she was sure that I would be a boy before getting pregnant. Oh my god! it's strange. I can not do the same thing.
There is a woman who takes an important part in my life and chang my thought and action. I really love my mother. I think I am the happiest person because I have a great mother like that. How do you think of your mother?
with my sick momy
on 14 september 2013
satu accident berlaku
di mana kaki ibu terlangar sesuatu yang menyebab kan kaki nyer terluka...
bagi kita yang tidak meghidap diabetes boleh dianggap biasa tapi buka ibu
sudah 4 kali melakuan pembedahan serius dikakinya tetapi masih belum pulih...
di hari 14 september kaki ibu di lakukan lagi pembedahan kerana terdapat bahagian yang tidak boleh di pakai lagi....sebahagian adalah ibu jari kaki....
sebagai seorang anak saya terpaksa mengorbankan masa dan membahagikan masa belajar dan menjaga ibu
masing2 adik dan abang belajr jauh dari ibu...hanya tinggal aku dan 2 lagi adik aku yang masih belajr di sekolah menengah...
bagi aku belajar adalah tangungjawab aku sebagai pelajar....dan ibu tangungjawab aku sebagai anak...
aku hanya berdoa dan bersujud pada allah sahaja
aku mengharapkan perjalanan ibu aku dalam keadaan yang baik dan sihat....
tidak guna jika aku menangis dan membuang airmata
IBU SIHAT LAH KAU
SENYUM LAH KAU
KEMBALI LAH KAU
AKU DOAKAN KAU SENTIASA SIHAT DAN TERSENYUM BERSAMA AKU
satu accident berlaku
di mana kaki ibu terlangar sesuatu yang menyebab kan kaki nyer terluka...
bagi kita yang tidak meghidap diabetes boleh dianggap biasa tapi buka ibu
sudah 4 kali melakuan pembedahan serius dikakinya tetapi masih belum pulih...
di hari 14 september kaki ibu di lakukan lagi pembedahan kerana terdapat bahagian yang tidak boleh di pakai lagi....sebahagian adalah ibu jari kaki....
sebagai seorang anak saya terpaksa mengorbankan masa dan membahagikan masa belajar dan menjaga ibu
masing2 adik dan abang belajr jauh dari ibu...hanya tinggal aku dan 2 lagi adik aku yang masih belajr di sekolah menengah...
bagi aku belajar adalah tangungjawab aku sebagai pelajar....dan ibu tangungjawab aku sebagai anak...
aku hanya berdoa dan bersujud pada allah sahaja
aku mengharapkan perjalanan ibu aku dalam keadaan yang baik dan sihat....
tidak guna jika aku menangis dan membuang airmata
IBU SIHAT LAH KAU
SENYUM LAH KAU
KEMBALI LAH KAU
AKU DOAKAN KAU SENTIASA SIHAT DAN TERSENYUM BERSAMA AKU
Sunday 16 September 2012
A Prayer For Mama
My dear sweet heavenly father I come to you today,
with faith and hope I ask, send an angel Mama's way.
I know her time is near and soon you'll take her home,
to stroll across the streets of gold where other angels roam.
It's hard to watch her suffer and slowly fade away,
help me God to understand, give me strength I pray.
She means so much to all of us, forgive me for my fears,
life will never be the same without her presence here.
My mother is my angel, she taught me how to love,
and told me about you lord and heaven up above.
When she crosses over and steps into the light,
tell her that I love her and when the time is right.
Meet me at the pearly gates where every thing's brand new,
we'll walk across God's meadow lands where skies are always blue.
Somewhere beyond the sunset every now and then,
I pray she watches over me until we meet again.
with faith and hope I ask, send an angel Mama's way.
I know her time is near and soon you'll take her home,
to stroll across the streets of gold where other angels roam.
It's hard to watch her suffer and slowly fade away,
help me God to understand, give me strength I pray.
She means so much to all of us, forgive me for my fears,
life will never be the same without her presence here.
My mother is my angel, she taught me how to love,
and told me about you lord and heaven up above.
When she crosses over and steps into the light,
tell her that I love her and when the time is right.
Meet me at the pearly gates where every thing's brand new,
we'll walk across God's meadow lands where skies are always blue.
Somewhere beyond the sunset every now and then,
I pray she watches over me until we meet again.
A Prayer For Mama
My dear sweet heavenly father I come to you today,
with faith and hope I ask, send an angel Mama's way.
I know her time is near and soon you'll take her home,
to stroll across the streets of gold where other angels roam.
It's hard to watch her suffer and slowly fade away,
help me God to understand, give me strength I pray.
She means so much to all of us, forgive me for my fears,
life will never be the same without her presence here.
My mother is my angel, she taught me how to love,
and told me about you lord and heaven up above.
When she crosses over and steps into the light,
tell her that I love her and when the time is right.
Meet me at the pearly gates where every thing's brand new,
we'll walk across God's meadow lands where skies are always blue.
Somewhere beyond the sunset every now and then,
I pray she watches over me until we meet again.
with faith and hope I ask, send an angel Mama's way.
I know her time is near and soon you'll take her home,
to stroll across the streets of gold where other angels roam.
It's hard to watch her suffer and slowly fade away,
help me God to understand, give me strength I pray.
She means so much to all of us, forgive me for my fears,
life will never be the same without her presence here.
My mother is my angel, she taught me how to love,
and told me about you lord and heaven up above.
When she crosses over and steps into the light,
tell her that I love her and when the time is right.
Meet me at the pearly gates where every thing's brand new,
we'll walk across God's meadow lands where skies are always blue.
Somewhere beyond the sunset every now and then,
I pray she watches over me until we meet again.
No One Like You
No one loves me like you do
I’ve never felt like this
you please me in so many ways
with a word, a caress, a kiss
No one understands me like you do
you see me deep inside
you choose to overlook my flaws
the ones I try to hide.
No one satisfies me like you do
when our bodies intertwine
you give me so much with your tender touch
you’re amazing and you’re mine.
No one loves me like you do
you fulfill my every need
and that is why my darling
I’ll follow wherever you lead.
I’ve never felt like this
you please me in so many ways
with a word, a caress, a kiss
No one understands me like you do
you see me deep inside
you choose to overlook my flaws
the ones I try to hide.
No one satisfies me like you do
when our bodies intertwine
you give me so much with your tender touch
you’re amazing and you’re mine.
No one loves me like you do
you fulfill my every need
and that is why my darling
I’ll follow wherever you lead.
no one like u
No one loves me like you do
I’ve never felt like this
you please me in so many ways
with a word, a caress, a kiss
No one understands me like you do
you see me deep inside
you choose to overlook my flaws
the ones I try to hide.
No one satisfies me like you do
when our bodies intertwine
you give me so much with your tender touch
you’re amazing and you’re mine.
No one loves me like you do
you fulfill my every need
and that is why my darling
I’ll follow wherever you lead.
I’ve never felt like this
you please me in so many ways
with a word, a caress, a kiss
No one understands me like you do
you see me deep inside
you choose to overlook my flaws
the ones I try to hide.
No one satisfies me like you do
when our bodies intertwine
you give me so much with your tender touch
you’re amazing and you’re mine.
No one loves me like you do
you fulfill my every need
and that is why my darling
I’ll follow wherever you lead.
life
The life we experience as human beings is very different from the life experienced by other creatures with which we share our planet. All people agonize over the meaning of our lives.
We are human and we will always be changing, our needs are always changing, when one need is filled the next need now has room to make its voice heard. When we stop changing we can stop living.
I was the sunshine that cradled your day
that tried to push the clouds away
I was the sand that ran between your toes
when you were four years old
that soon became the rain you danced in
from seven to eleven
And I watched you grow in the glow
of a moon that beamed
when you turned thirteen
How unfair you thought I'd become
when you turned twenty-one
because you lost a few dreams
But I stayed awake when you were out late
I was the stars 'till you turned twenty-eight
And when you found your love
"the one"
I was glimmer in the eye, the blue sky, the sun
Then you turned thirty-one
I became cloud, thunder and shower
there weren't enough minutes to put in your hour
You forgot how to dance in the rain
'till you turned forty all you did was complain
Then you took off your shoes
and went back to the sand
I was now the warmth of your child's hand
At forty-three
you spent more time with me
You began
to understand
And when you stood fifty years old
you stayed warm to me even though
at times I was cold
How close we grew
when you turned sixty-two
The breeze was I
that hung your grandchild's kite in the sky
And I'm sorry I made you sad
when I took "the one" away
But I was proud
when you pushed aside that cloud
and cradled 'me' in the sun
for the remainder of our day
We are human and we will always be changing, our needs are always changing, when one need is filled the next need now has room to make its voice heard. When we stop changing we can stop living.
I was the sunshine that cradled your day
that tried to push the clouds away
I was the sand that ran between your toes
when you were four years old
that soon became the rain you danced in
from seven to eleven
And I watched you grow in the glow
of a moon that beamed
when you turned thirteen
How unfair you thought I'd become
when you turned twenty-one
because you lost a few dreams
But I stayed awake when you were out late
I was the stars 'till you turned twenty-eight
And when you found your love
"the one"
I was glimmer in the eye, the blue sky, the sun
Then you turned thirty-one
I became cloud, thunder and shower
there weren't enough minutes to put in your hour
You forgot how to dance in the rain
'till you turned forty all you did was complain
Then you took off your shoes
and went back to the sand
I was now the warmth of your child's hand
At forty-three
you spent more time with me
You began
to understand
And when you stood fifty years old
you stayed warm to me even though
at times I was cold
How close we grew
when you turned sixty-two
The breeze was I
that hung your grandchild's kite in the sky
And I'm sorry I made you sad
when I took "the one" away
But I was proud
when you pushed aside that cloud
and cradled 'me' in the sun
for the remainder of our day
future in life
how much r u put effort to your dream??
it enough??
or it just only a dream??
The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.
Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.
Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.
if u think about future and what did u like to do your life....try combine ur talent with ur dream
it must b awesome...bcos we cannot do anything that we dislike...
but sometimes it miracle to some people....but dont ever waiting for miracle in your life...
just put how much effort u can show 2 urself and family....concentrate.....
If we intend to provide a better life, and a better world, for future generations, we can't ignore the quality of the environment we leave them.
and to me
I don't think that was too successful. Because I always thought that the two of them should have been more separate. Also I had planned the monorail station to be in the center. So that one day you would have go to World Showcase and then the other day to Future World.
and i dont think it enough to us with only diploma in ur hand.....
even degree also hard 2 find job.....so dont dream to much with diploma....
if u want prove 2 everyone that u r awesome sure u can...but must b urself and dont ever give UP
Look at the United States today. We have made mistakes in the past. We have had shortcomings. We shall make mistakes in the future and fall short of our own best hopes.
SO DONT GIVE UP!!!
HAPPY GO LUCKY
Saturday 15 September 2012
change opsss!!
when i was 7-18
i am a fat man with a bad smell, always sweat , love food, and call my name HIPPO.....
i really ugly and scary too
i 120 kg, with xxl size of shirt...and my pant around 48(size of pant)
i am a fat man with a bad smell, always sweat , love food, and call my name HIPPO.....
i really ugly and scary too
i 120 kg, with xxl size of shirt...and my pant around 48(size of pant)
taDaaaaa!! it me ugly and terrible aizat!!!
but befor i started my collge life...i try to start healthy life...i cut everything my fav food...like fast food. sweet food, fat food and oily food
i goin change it to half vegetarian and fish only(but it steam and boil)
i start some exercise
at the first time only 30 min exercise then after my body start comfortable it take 3 hour - 4 hour exercise
i make sit up, jogg, angkat berat. tekan tubi. and do anything that can make me KURUS.....
AND FINALLY LESS THEN 1 MONTH I SUCCESS AND CONGRATS TO MY SELF....
FROM 120KG(FAT MAN)------TURN TO-------BEAUTIFUL MAN WITH CUTE FACE (60KG)
HERE MY NEW LOOK
AND SOME PIC ABOUT MY TRANSFORM
mY anGgaN2 when i was KIds until now
what i dream when i was in small age, small body and empty mind~~(sound like idiot)
ok2 let me tell u
when i was kid(around 6-8)..i really love to play with cooking tool...but i never thinking i wannabe "A GREAT CHIEF"
macam barang digunakan untuk di imaginasikan...misalnya daun digunakan sebagai sayur, batu2 kecil digunakan kan sebagai bahan perasa seperti bawang.....HAHAHA SOUND LIKE STUPID AIZAT!!
but well it normal...everyone do what i did before even my little brother also do the same thing.maybe
KETERUNAN KOT~~HAHAHA
but proses otak mula berkembang...di mana muhammad aizat bin mohd zahidan(ic name)
mula memekir minat dan bidangnya.....bermula lah dengan sebatang pensil dan berterusan dengan drawing tool yang lain......warna-warni memang dapat menarik minat kita semsa kita masih kecil lagi.....jadi
minat dalam bidang seni mula berkembang
dari kecil lagi banyak pertandingan yang saya cuba....just like drawing competition, colouring, painting...
and when i was in primary school i started goin to gallery and exhibition.....
but i dont say i professional enough..sometimes my drawing and my Technic colouring and drawing still not good enough...and sometimes my drawing still look like kid...but i appreciate because that what we call art
and i proud because i make it....
at the same time...i really love fashion...i crazy about this thing....when i started look at model on the stage with beautiful desig from a good designer....it make me put one confident and dream "MAYBE I SHOULD ON THAT STAGE WITH MY OWN DESIGN ONE DAY"....AND FINALLy i start sketch a few design just for my free time.....i love to see and touch a soft material and fabric.....the pattern on the fabric make me really interested more to fashion design life....
but when i done my SPM(SIJIL PELAJARAN MALAYSIA)
i started think more deeply about my future.....i make a discussion with my mother and father to continue my study in diploma.....so i decide 2 chose one of my future...either architecture or interior design....
so in a fast decision i chose to take interior design because i know art is my life i cant go far from what i like in my life....ART is something just like my heart and it is my life key ...so i never stop in this BIDANG....
so now i already 20 and my final sem for interior design student...i hope i can continue my study in degree
i wannabe a tough designer in future,,,,,i want have my own brand design...and maybe i can start open a boutique and combine with my deco work......IT MUST BE AWESOME!!
so everything in my life is all about ART,STYLISH AND CREATIVITY
HERE SOME OF MY WORK
ok2 let me tell u
when i was kid(around 6-8)..i really love to play with cooking tool...but i never thinking i wannabe "A GREAT CHIEF"
macam barang digunakan untuk di imaginasikan...misalnya daun digunakan sebagai sayur, batu2 kecil digunakan kan sebagai bahan perasa seperti bawang.....HAHAHA SOUND LIKE STUPID AIZAT!!
but well it normal...everyone do what i did before even my little brother also do the same thing.maybe
KETERUNAN KOT~~HAHAHA
but proses otak mula berkembang...di mana muhammad aizat bin mohd zahidan(ic name)
mula memekir minat dan bidangnya.....bermula lah dengan sebatang pensil dan berterusan dengan drawing tool yang lain......warna-warni memang dapat menarik minat kita semsa kita masih kecil lagi.....jadi
minat dalam bidang seni mula berkembang
dari kecil lagi banyak pertandingan yang saya cuba....just like drawing competition, colouring, painting...
and when i was in primary school i started goin to gallery and exhibition.....
but i dont say i professional enough..sometimes my drawing and my Technic colouring and drawing still not good enough...and sometimes my drawing still look like kid...but i appreciate because that what we call art
and i proud because i make it....
at the same time...i really love fashion...i crazy about this thing....when i started look at model on the stage with beautiful desig from a good designer....it make me put one confident and dream "MAYBE I SHOULD ON THAT STAGE WITH MY OWN DESIGN ONE DAY"....AND FINALLy i start sketch a few design just for my free time.....i love to see and touch a soft material and fabric.....the pattern on the fabric make me really interested more to fashion design life....
but when i done my SPM(SIJIL PELAJARAN MALAYSIA)
i started think more deeply about my future.....i make a discussion with my mother and father to continue my study in diploma.....so i decide 2 chose one of my future...either architecture or interior design....
so in a fast decision i chose to take interior design because i know art is my life i cant go far from what i like in my life....ART is something just like my heart and it is my life key ...so i never stop in this BIDANG....
so now i already 20 and my final sem for interior design student...i hope i can continue my study in degree
i wannabe a tough designer in future,,,,,i want have my own brand design...and maybe i can start open a boutique and combine with my deco work......IT MUST BE AWESOME!!
so everything in my life is all about ART,STYLISH AND CREATIVITY
HERE SOME OF MY WORK
wHat is LOve!
wht in my mind??
love...hmmmm
Be together, share your joy and sorrow, understand each other, provide space to each other, but always be there for each others need. And surely love will blossom to strengthen your relationship with your matter of affection.
Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none.
but sometimes it maybe will b change...like wht?? maybe...hmmmm
LIE,JUST FOR FUN...PAIN...SADNESS
I HOPE NOT ME!!! PLZ =_=""
BUT HERE WHAT I THINKING ACTUALLY
I have learned not to worry about love; but to honor its coming with all my heart
We are all born for love... it is the principle existence and it's only end.
Love doesn't make the world go 'round.
Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.
Love is trembling happiness.
Love is like an hourglass with the heart filling up
as the brain empties
HAHAH....THAT WHAT I THINKING ABOUT!!
but the thing that we should know is
love is sweet but people should learn how big meaning of love to someone
love not came from what you express it
but love came from heart that always knock your chest to someone that u really interested to know more and this feeling only for that person.....that what we call love about...but now day people always making wrong love maybe full with lie, have fun, hiding.....that what always happen....to make the good relationship or healthy relationship just only between u and your partner...don mixed with other problem(hope understand what i try to say =P)
THAT LOVE...
love...hmmmm
Be together, share your joy and sorrow, understand each other, provide space to each other, but always be there for each others need. And surely love will blossom to strengthen your relationship with your matter of affection.
Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none.
but sometimes it maybe will b change...like wht?? maybe...hmmmm
LIE,JUST FOR FUN...PAIN...SADNESS
I HOPE NOT ME!!! PLZ =_=""
BUT HERE WHAT I THINKING ACTUALLY
I have learned not to worry about love; but to honor its coming with all my heart
We are all born for love... it is the principle existence and it's only end.
Love doesn't make the world go 'round.
Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.
Love is trembling happiness.
Love is like an hourglass with the heart filling up
as the brain empties
HAHAH....THAT WHAT I THINKING ABOUT!!
but the thing that we should know is
love is sweet but people should learn how big meaning of love to someone
love not came from what you express it
but love came from heart that always knock your chest to someone that u really interested to know more and this feeling only for that person.....that what we call love about...but now day people always making wrong love maybe full with lie, have fun, hiding.....that what always happen....to make the good relationship or healthy relationship just only between u and your partner...don mixed with other problem(hope understand what i try to say =P)
THAT LOVE...
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